I’ve had strange energy this week. Today is the worst. I think I’ve spent too much time in my head this week. I haven’t felt that moved to do much besides eat and work. I told myself I would do so much this week, but I haven’t done anything. I have a lot of things I need to do, but I just keep thinking about them and putting them off.
This is probably my fault.
I haven’t been going to bed at a decent time, and I’ve been getting way too engulfed in work matters. For the first time in a while, I’m mentally exhausted when I get off and just want to check out.
Some part of me feels like maybe this is just my body telling me what it wants. Sure, I need some sleep, but I feel off in a different way. I’m not motivated, and that’s different. I’m having trouble focusing, and that’s different too. However, it is normal for what I used to feel like before I began my practices.
It could just be the time change and the oncoming of my cycle that has me feeling so off. I don’t really have an answer to what I feel and don’t have the energy to figure it out.
I’m going to rest now. That’s all for tonight.